Find the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hott, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep -- Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup. Find the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says "thats her..."
I've given up on giving up slowly, I'm blending in so You won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away
todayyy my sister is supposed to have her baby soo i gotta stick around waiting to hear from her. =] i think leah is gonna come over and hang out with me. tomorrow i gotta take the worcester state placement test and all that butt i hope something fun goes on tomorrow night! maybe i can have some people over? i dunno we will see... and oh yah i quit my job.. damnn... peeeeacee
the past couple of weeks have been kinda crazy and weird. but whatever. im sooo bored i worked today and it was awful... i kinda wanna quit...im out at 2:30 but i dont have a car so i have to wait till 5 till i can actually go home. sweeet... no body knew i was coming for some reason even tho i did training and they already sent me a check...and they were just like ehhh we dont know what to do with you so basically i was just in everyones way... stressing out like woah cuz everything is gay... but yah... my cell phone bill that i share with my sisters went over $500 for day time minutes... buttttt anyways i got a really nice voicemail from my older sister yelling at me when really i barely hold full conversations on my cell.. its like "hey whats up... ok bye" thats it whateverrrrrr. well anyways this past week i drank way too much. good things happened and it was fun buttt gay stupid bad things happened andd i dunno blahh... umm bree just called and i rushed her off the phone and was tryin to talk quiet so i hope she doesnt think i didnt wanna talk to her cuz im in a room with other people that are working and i cant talk but i love her... ANYWAYS i know this is sooooooooo interesting but im gonna have to stop bitching...soooo peace out.
'ladies lets go. . . soldiers lets go. . . let me talk to you all and just, you know. . . give you a little situation. listen. . .' -- "don't cha". . greattt song.
isnt it crazy how you can do SO much for someone and then they will never know or appreciate it? and in the end they just screw you over...get mad at you for stupid reasons... or stop talking to you or somethin of that sort. i know a few people that agree with me right now... and ive seen is happen so many times anddd yep. just thought id throw that out there. pretty gay but whatever thats life.
so livejournal sucks and it can only have like 2 sentences on my computer soo ill make this breif! been working my first week anddd i learned how to take out people so watch out. =] it included a 300lb 6ft dude. anyways last night hung out with nicole and it was greaaattt <333 we were pickin up the gangstas of worcester. what up. i love her. anyways i made a new friend at work orientation which is fun... her name is kaitlyn and i love her. anddd that about covers it. leah i love you. anddd peaceee out.
This week… There were lots of graduation parties so that was fun. Had a fire at sams house n we were gonna burn a coffee table but corey had the fire under control and we didn't need the table. It was fun everyone was there… sam, ryan, corey, jeff ,nilson, bree, noelle, sams sister Julia, and his cousin? Yep. tried to be funny and join in with the jokes butt it had already been done and I just sounded like an idiot. =] haha "theres no f in way" yah def pulled that joke out. Eh anyways Had a nicee longg talk and walk with noelle which was good cuz its been a while. Monday went to millbury w/ leah and rachel g and got coldstone icecream yum. We shopped and um visited Anthony. which went alright. Then leah slept over. Tuesday went to friendlys with bree, where sam was diligently working and met up w/ ryan and corey. Katie and her boyfriend were there and they made a person out of french fries. . .brandon p and brian w were there too. obviously the cool place to be. Sam got mad at me cuz at first I made him put hot fudge on soft serve, which like he said melts really fast =] haa and then I was playin with the whipped cream haa eh sorry! Then of course wiiild wednesday with erin lindsay and bree jazzercise, applebees, and jienckies with the HC--Hell yahhh.. lindsays livejournal sums up the night pretty well. And it just keeps getting better! Then Yesterday was crystals birthday, hung out w/ her andy n AJ! It got awkward when it was me, my brother in law, and MOM just sitting around and my brother in law goes "sooo what kind of beer do u and ur friends drink these days?" …yahhh whatever anyways… today is kylies grad party and im going with erica n katie.. yah yahh. and oh yah I got a job! Ew I have to go through weird training but whatever… And about these red sox tickets I have. . . sick yo…=]
P.S.. bree has a livejournal now cuz shes wicked cool and I loveee her. Soo check it out bitchessss ok bye anddd she is putting this in my livejournal for me cuz shes great and my computer suuuucks!!!
Tomorrow is nicoles graduation party wooohoooo!! And shanny is coming back from Hampton for it… canntttt wait… its Erica g's grad party too… whhhaaat up
Quickie: Your sense of ethics might get riled up. Be wary -- and outspoken, if necessary.
Overview: You hate to be suspicious of others, but something's telling you to examine the motivations at play here a little more closely. Listen to that little voice and get some straight answers.
graduation is overrr. . . hellll yah class of 2005. congrats to everyone. . . so the next few weekends are filled with graduation parties and stuff sooo yepp. . . yesterday jeff sam shan leslie and leah had theress and i hope they got lots of good stufff. . .last night had a fire at sams anddd shanny went to hampton for the summer today.=[ gonna miss her!! but obviously will still see her alottt. okkk thats it byeee
Life is too short so love the one you got cuz you might get RUN OVER or you might get shot. --sublime
me and leah almost diedd yesterday. thank godd we didnt and thank god no one else got hurt.. some person drove us off 495 and we did a 360 + across the highway where the ignition shut off. it was scary but everyone is good and life is good right? right.
"I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you I wanna be the only hand, you need to hold on to But everytime I call you don't have time I guess I'll never get to call you mine" --simple plan
my brakes decided to break for the 2nd time this week. and sam told me to practice how to stop with the ebrake. sweet ride. whatever last night at ryans was fuuun.
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